In case I don't get better, don't be too angry with me. I was enraged at the world enough for the both of us. Don't let it eat away at you like I did.
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Grief
You are the sun that hugs us on a warm day, and the rain that covers our tears on the ones where we can't hold them back.
The reminder to always say "I love you", but to never waste our peace even on those we love.
You are the reason we all linger a little longer after we say our goodbyes.
The reason we've seen the saddest parts of one another.
You are the reason some of us fell apart and some of us have grown.
The reason that place and day mean so much to us.
I want to understand. I want to know in what universe someone as good and loving as you being ripped away is something that is… explainable. Something that can be written off as a choice that was made.
The world provides me one day every year that just... stops. One day where I can endure the pain without the judgment of the world. A day where I can take my time to stop and remember you.
Time is supposed to heal all wounds but, it seems as though time just provided me with a band-aid that gets old and falls off more often than not.