All of these games we play, I can't even keep 'em all straight. Do we mean what we say? We got lies crossed all over the place, yeah. I can't tell if I'm winning or losing. Somebody tell me, what are we doing? Nobody ever comes out on top. Tell me are we ever gonna stop, Playing these games?
~Luke Bryan
Since I met you, we've been playing some twisted game with each other. If we're not together, we're trying to make the other jealous. If we don't already have it, we're trying to get the other's attention.
Why did we even start this game? Why is it so important for us to make each other miserable because we can't be happy together? Why do we need to make each other suffer?
We've tried and failed at being together. We're not made for each other, yet we refuse to face that fact. We can't seem to let go of the thought of each other.
We continue to try and make each other jealous. We think in the back of our minds that if we still want each other, we can make it work. But it's not that easy. We will never work.
So we try and move on, but that fails too. We'll purposely do things to run into one another. We'll "accidentally" send each other messages meant for another.
If we know we'll be seeing each other out and about, we make sure it's not alone. You kiss her, but look at me. I'll dance with him, and wink at you. We do different things to string the other along.
Then we decide to go after what we really want; each other. It's all good for a while and then it stops working. It ends and we go back to our game.
We're not bad people, we just can't stand losing. We didn't fall for each other. We've fallen for a game and have become addicted to it.
But, I can't do it anymore. I can't play these games with you. I can't put my life on hold anymore.
Seeing you with someone else might hurt for a bit, but I'll get over it. I'm going to move on and live a normal life. I'm going to find someone that wants to be with me.
I've tried to convince myself that maybe that someone is you, but it's not. We are too different. We have different personalities, beliefs, ect. I won't ask you to change for me.
One day I hope we both mature enough that we can be friends. That we can be happy for each other. I hope we can both move on and find the person we're meant to be with.
But until then, we have to stop. It's torturing us and hurting others. This game we're playing, is over. I forfeit.