I hate you.
I hate your eyes and the way they wander, even when I'm with you. I hate your mouth and the way it smirks when you know you've done something you shouldn't have.
I hate your attitude and the way you act out when you're in a bad mood. I hate your vocabulary and the words and names you use when you get mad. I hate your stubbornness and the way you refuse to ever admit you may be wrong.
I hate your arrogance and the way you always believe your right. I hate your cockiness and the way you think you're better than everyone else. I hate it all.
I hate you, but I can't stop loving you.
You annoy the crap out of me. You push me to my breaking point repeatedly. Sometimes you make me want me want to pull out my hair.
You aggravate me to no end. You push buttons I didn't know I had. You make me crazy.
You make me want to scream out in frustration. You make me want to lose me mind. I can't ever focus when you're around and while it drives me insane, you enjoy it.
But I love you...
I love the way you annoy me and push my buttons. I love the way that you stand up for what you believe is right, no matter who tells you it's wrong. I love that you hate to be wrong.
I love the way your wandering eyes stop when they look at me. I love how they light up when you talk about something you love. I love that they light up when you talk about me...
I love your mouth and the way you smile and laugh. I love your vocabulary and how many different ways you tell me that you love me. I love that you're confident in yourself.
I love how you can pull me back from my breaking point as easily as you can push me there. I love your attitude and the way you try to make everyone smile or laugh. I love so many different things about you.
You confused the crap out of me. My feelings towards you confuse me to the point of no return. It's like they are tangled together and while I'm desperately trying to get the knots out, it's hopeless.
Would I still love you if I stopped hating you? If you lost all the qualities that I hate, would you lose the ones I love? Do I love you because I hate you?
Why can't it just be easy? Why can't I just love you completely and not hate a single thing? Why is loving someone so damn hard?
I hate you...
But dear God, I love you even more.